oh look, it’s another midlife crisis.
i wish confidence grew on trees. and that i could go five minutes without worrying about something, big or little or just plain medium-sized.
my eyes are hot. but not sweaty hot. it’s a different kind of heat, the kind where the sky meets the floor all in […]
packing sucks. it is so hot and hideous, but at least now i am working on cleaning out my dresser and basking in the bedroom a/c. while i cleaned this afternoon and jill rooted me on, i’d do about 45 minutes in the living room, then we’d hide in the bedroom for 15. […]
short hair rules. although i wish i had the bravery to allow myself to cut it all off and get a really cool buzzed butch haircut. because that’s what i’d really and truly like. unfortunately i think i’m destined to have hair at least an inch below my ears for the rest […]
i cleaned the tub with paper towels and the wonderful substance known as mr clean (not to be confused with mrscott), did a semidecent job but it’ll do for now. if subletguy wants it cleaner, that’s his business. while i was doing it i managed to cramp both my ankles. that was […]
teneza just regresared to her casa in fredericksburg, taking the 145a train. we were home about five minutes before she left for penn station, after a lovely but sweaty evening out with feldy. we went to queens to eat at one of his favorite places, kabob palace, run by a generous and kind […]
re-interview went well, probably better than the first, and he was very understanding. so that’s good. plus we talked a little more about trains.
as a reward i decided to go to staples and tour the merchandise (CIO) because i need to get another bookcase for my apartment. the selection was grim, although […]
teneza and i are watching this week’s six feet under. she likes it. so do i, but that’s not news. i got home a little while ago after another long, stupid day at work (i watched the tick which was amusing and well-done but just didn’t appeal to me, i felt it […]
we had a going-away lunch today for me and another departing researcher. it was at john’s pizza, which has coal-oven pizza, which was good. i ate too much and had some good beer. the best part was towards the end when (surprise) we were talking about tv - how more “real” shows […]
i never learn. i allow myself five seconds of happiness and relief and ego, and then i fuck it all up all over again.
why am i like this? why don’t i learn my lesson? how much more is it going to take?
(at least inside stuff editor finally admitted to liking my mopete story. […]
we went to new green bo for dinner. teneza left her purse at home, but she just paid me back. it was good. bottle of good wine. good food. good new green bo. mmm.
summed seems to have finally hit the city. it is hot, hot, hot, even though the sun […]
